I'm busy.
I'm tired.
I have stuff I want to do.
I'm exhausted.
I'm sore.
My feet hurt.
My head hurts.
The kids are driving me bonkers.
I want to get out of this house and go to work.
I want to leave work and go home with my family.
I'm still tired.
Kids want more books read to them. Hubby is hinting at needing a foot massage. The dishes need to be done, The laundry needs to be folded. The toilets cleaned. The toys picked up.
I've been so horrible at take-take-taking lately. Giving up reading time with the kids. Not wanting to really talk to anyone. Hubby gives me a massage and I don't even return one back.
I feel horrible. I feel like a bad wife and a bad mom. And I know I'm not. It's mostly just stupid hormones and stupid emotions. But I hate feeling this way. I hate being this person.
I almost made cookie dough... to eat. But Hubby talked me out of it. I need a hug. But that would be just more taking.
I think I need to go give someone a big chocolate cake.
Any takers??
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Not a good wife/mom
Posted by Julia Ladewski at 7:31 AM
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6 comments:
I feel the same way.
Life is hectic right now for me since I started school.
For my family, it's just slow because we're not busy because I'm in school.
I feel so guilty, but yet, I love school.
*Raising hand so high it's lifting me out of my chair.*
Ooh! Me! Pick me! :)
I feel your frustration, pain and just being plain tired! Life gets crazy and so does work... I'd share some cookie dough with you :-) I'm with you and need to make things slow down. Maybe it's time for a mom's night out or at least a spa massage to relax.
Oh sister, I hear ya!! Know that you aren't alone. And those hormones are the WORST. I swear now that I'm about to hit the mid-30's, they seem WORSE, which is just mean, since I'm done having children. There's no point to them now, haha.
I'm with you! I'm exhausted beyond words, totally overwhelmed, and stressed to the limit. Couple all of that with hormones and I need to wear a big "Keep Away" sign around my neck. Hugs and prayers...you're not alone! ( BTW that cake sounds great...but I splurged this weekend on pecan cheesecake for our anniversary!)
We've all been there. It's so hard sometimes.
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